i've been in this strange mood today. it's like i want to be around people yet i want to be alone all at the same time. perhaps it's a watcher day. you know where you go out and just people watch. i do that a lot. i think that's where people get the impression that i'm quiet. i am quiet when i do that i'm watching, not interacting. you know just kind of sitting on the sidelines of life.
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box car racer - There is
this vacation's useless
these white pills aren't kind
i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone
our lives when by so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more
...
those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word
there will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl
do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight, or will you think of me
will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is