i was thinking this morning, that the world looks kind of gloomy today. then i had a thought, i want my life to end like a book. not in the suicidal morbid sense, but more that i feel the need to start something new. i guess what i mean is sometimes I start reading a book and once I'm done I can pick up a completely different book and there's an entirely new tale to be told, new information to learn, etc. i kind of want life to be the same way. you know each chapter unfolding something new. right now i think i'm stuck in one of those novels that has carried out too long without having any additional plot developments. my life isn't really boring per se, i'm just not feeling completely fulfilled. i had a great time at home it reminded me of how life used to be. childhood innocence running around after school avoiding piano practice watching tv. why cant i go back to that? independence comes with significant responsibilities.
Posted by joann at December 4, 2003 10:13 AMEven authors have their down time when critics seem unceasingly cruel and fans wane to the next hip author. Well written and carefully orchestrated novels often become classics, passed down from generation with the hopes of learning morals, virtues, and understanding of the author, her situations, and her time. Continue (or start if you feel yet unfulfilled) living how you want to grow such that your independence accents your significance. You can go back, but it is all about balance of good books with those you wish were never published.
Posted by: Jason at December 4, 2003 11:12 PM